In this deeply moving episode, Sarah sits down with Robyn Wilson—piano teacher, mum, and woman of unshakable faith—for a powerful conversation about life after nearly losing it. Robyn opens up about her “half-dead moment”, the spiritual encounters that carried her through, and the healing power of worship music. From hearing angels sing at her hospital bedside to rediscovering her identity as a child of God, Robyn’s story is one of resilience, surrender, and hope.
💡 Top Takeaways:
🗣️ Standout Quotes:
“God’s voice was like a megaphone in my ear: It’s just you and me. And I knew I was safe.” – Robyn Wilson
“When I sang Holy Forever after leaving hospital, I cried… because I had seen the angels myself.” – Robyn Wilson
“I used to live in fear and anxiety, but now I won’t unpack there. I choose to claim God’s promises instead.” – Robyn Wilson
⏱️ Key Moments & Timestamps:
00:00 – Sarah introduces Robyn and the near-death story that changed everything
01:10 – The “half-dead moment” and journey to hospital
06:30 – Faith as her anchor in the midst of crisis
09:30 – Angels, worship, and supernatural encounters
13:20 – Music as a lifeline in healing and connection
18:44 – How her outlook and teaching changed afterward
23:55 – Writing Half Dead Not Done Yet and her new chapter ahead
👤 Guest:
Robyn Wilson – Piano teacher, mum, and woman of deep faith, sharing her near-death survival story and the lessons she’s carrying forward into music, family, and writing.
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Sarah Jordan-Ross (00:01) Hello and welcome to Taboo Talk with Sarah, the podcast that breaks the silence, fosters hope and talks about the tough stuff so you never feel alone. I'm your host Sarah Jordan-Ross and today's episode will be one of those conversations that sticks with you long after you hit pause. We're diving into life after death or rather what happens when you brush up against death and come back forever changed. My guest today is Robin Wilson.
She's a piano teacher, a mum and a woman of deep faith who had a near-death experience that reshaped her life. We're talking about those spiritual moments that no one prepares you for. The questions you ask when everything else falls away and how music, faith and surrender became her lifelines. Robin, thank you so much for joining me. It's great to have you here.
Robyn Wilson (00:52)
Thank you so much for having me. I really appreciate your time,
Sarah Jordan-Ross (00:55)
So let's start at that moment where everything changed for you. You shared that you had what you called a half-dead moment. Can you take us back to that day? What happened and what do you remember feeling at that time?
Robyn Wilson (01:10)
Yeah, so I actually didn't know the seriousness of the situation. It all just started, so was Tuesday the 6th of August, 2024, and I just had lower abdominal pain. And I just thought it was going to go away the next day. Then a couple of days later, I was preparing for music competitions, local music competitions. I had my daughter doing six.
up to six items in one and it was just a big weekend. And on that Thursday night, I was thinking how am I going to actually be able to get to the competitions the next day and accompany her on stage. She was going to be singing with a friend because things just started deteriorating during that time. And so I used, you know, you can use Facebook for good or evil and during my whole experience, I chose to use it for good and it was actually
know, a lifeline to get word out to people because I just wasn't in a position to text multiple people asking for help. And so I remember just reaching out on Facebook and said I'm supposed to be going to hospital but yeah, is it me or can I? And thankfully they were because I back at the photo of me on stage and I'm thinking how on earth do I manage to get up on stage and accompany our daughter and was only by the grace of God.
That's the power of paying people. And that day I ended up going to an emergency after the performance and I spent the day in an emergency. And that whole weekend then I was actually by myself at home because it was our son's birthday. So the day I went to hospital it was my son's 18th birthday. And so he was flying out that night with our daughter. And he was going to spend the weekend with family. And Adrian was going over the next day. Adrian's my husband. And he was going over the next day. And on the Saturday I woke up.
I'm saying to feel better. I really wanted Adrian to be there. didn't want Jack's birthday to be ruined. And I had friends making meals and I was eating fine. Rolled forward to Monday night and I sent Adrian a message and I said, I can't do it anymore. I just couldn't get home. There was no flight, so I was too expensive. The next day, he was due to fly in at 10.30 and it was fog. It was winter in Tassie and fog had rolled in.
So the flight was delayed and it just kept getting delayed and I kept holding on and kept getting delayed. And I finally got home. The ambulance was finally called. It felt like ages, to be honest, until the ambulance arrived. Went into the local hospital where I stayed for about 12 hours. And then they were trying to work out whether I was to be flown or driven to Hobart. The decision had been made. I had to get to Hobart. didn't want to go. My family was in Longstom and even though I was born in Hobart and I knew I
family there and a couple of friends. I just wanted to save them. ⁓
Sarah Jordan-Ross (04:06)
you wanted
to stay at home where you felt safe.
Robyn Wilson (04:08)
Exactly, that's exactly right. But I look back on that now and that's how I got intervened. So I was flown down by the Royal Flying Doctors and that should have rang a lumbax. I should have been like thinking to myself, well this is really serious, but in my head I was thinking, know, thank goodness, thank goodness I'm actually getting to where I need to be. I don't have to go on the road, it would take two and a bit hours to get there.
And yeah, so I had surgery the next day, still oblivious to the seriousness of it. But in all of this, God had actually positioned my husband to be working in that field of surgery a year and a half before, or a year before. And so he'd actually worked with a specialist that was going to be operating on me. So they were able to use medical jargon, which I would never have understood, but they were.
He just had this understanding of what was actually going to occur. But for him, that's actually the other black man. I that would have been really tough for him. You know, that would have been really, really hard. But I'm so thankful that when I asked the question, what's the surgeon like, he seems one of the best. I knew that between the surgeon and God, that I was going to be safe. So the surgery happened. They didn't know what they were going to find. I didn't know that.
Well, actually they might have mentioned that to me, but I was so away with affairs at the time. I was just not a well-worn And the next day when the surgeon came back to catch up with me and fill me in on stuff, the first thing I said was, when am I going home? Still oblivious. I just had no comprehension how serious it was. And he'd actually said...
to Adrian 24 hours later and I actually would have been dead because I was internally bleeding. It hadn't been picked up at the previous hospital. And yeah, I was very close to death. God would never have let me die. I look back on all that now, but at the time, yeah, just didn't realize. I did not realize that I was that close to death. So there was nothing really to comprehend because I just didn't know. And I guess I always felt safe.
I always felt safe in God's arms because I had visions and dreams throughout numerous years of my life so I never thought that it was going to end like there and then.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (06:33)
And that moment is something that a lot of us fear, that getting close to death or... But I suppose in some ways it was a blessing that you were a tad oblivious to just how close you'd come. But it seems like it unlocked something for you. Do you think your faith played a big part in how that experience went for you?
Robyn Wilson (06:46)
Yeah.
Yeah, massively. So I've always had this deep faith. But this just went next level. Absolutely next level. So yeah, the power of praying people, the fact that God was waking people up in the middle of the night with me on their mind, they didn't know why I was on their mind, but they had to start to pray. And...
You know, and just the audible prayers that people prayed during that time and looking back and seeing how they were answered as well. But there's a few different things. So I said before that Facebook can be used for good or evil. And, you know, during that time, being able to, once I started feeling a little bit better and being able to interact, because I couldn't do any of that in the first few days, I was able to...
just share what was going on and I was able to see people commenting and encouraging me in their faith journey. So what I was sharing was actually stirring their faith up as well. But there was actually some instance that stand out to me. So God's audible voice was like a megaphone. It was like a megaphone in my ear. So I've always been able to sort of hear his voice, but it seriously was just so loud.
and there's a couple of things that come to mind. So on the way, I actually went to the cardiac ward because I had my, what were they called? Heart does something funny. Anyway, so it started beating out of rhythm and I went down to the cardiac ward and I couldn't get word out on Facebook. I couldn't get word to my husband and I just heard God say, it's just you and me. It's just you and me, like I was safe.
So I just, that was really loud. I still remember the emotion I felt at the time. There's another instance when I was reaching out for prayers, I was reaching out for people that had the gift in worship, music to record things. I'd been in the cardiac ward, came back to Canine West, the actual ward, the surgery ward, and I was gonna reach out again for people to pay.
And then I just heard God say, last night you reached out to others, tonight let me hold you. And you know how hard hospital beds are? They're so hard. So with that though, when he said, just let me hold you, I fronked back into the hospital bed and it became like a soft cushion and I just rested back and I literally felt his arms around me.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (09:18)
Unfortunately, yes.
Robyn Wilson (09:34)
And being a person who loves music, in order to block out the sounds of the machines and that in the cardiac board, I would put earplugs in a headphone, sorry, to listen to music and just hear the truth, know, the truth of worship music coming through those headphones. But that night, I didn't have music in, I just had earplugs. And I heard this amazing sound and I'm like...
but I don't have music playing. And I took them out and I just heard this magnificent sound. It was the most beautiful sound that I've never, you I'll never forget. I've never heard anything so majestic. And it was this chorus of angels just around my head. And I could see them. And it took days for me to process that though. I was like, did I see them? Yes, I did. But in the moment, I knew exactly what I was hearing, exactly what I was seeing. It was...
It's hard to put into words because it was just this supernatural, amazing gift that God had given me in that moment. They were warring for me, they were ministering to me. And I do get emotional when I think about it because the fact that God loves me so much that He did that and He would do that for anyone because He loves us all the same. He just loves us with such a deep, deep love.
that this whole experience, his love for each, for me, knowing that it's for each person, it's just immeasurable. You just can't compare it. And that, yeah, that was amazing. Another audible moment was when you're in hospital, the doctors need to basically give the nurses a heads up when you might be going home. And...
I remember them saying they'll be going home Sunday and straight away I got Tuesday in my spirit. I'm like, okay, Tuesday, that's interesting. I wonder if it's going to be Tuesday. So it's just those moments where God would speak amidst the craziness, I guess I could say, that a hospital environment can bring. you know, doctors and nurses have the best interests at heart. They want to give you all the information that they can to help you.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (11:50)
Thank you.
Robyn Wilson (11:59)
that I needed to stand with him. I needed to hear God's word, I needed to hear his promises and that's where the power of prayer and the audible prayers that people prayed and the worship music and just his voice speaking to me. Yeah, it was massive. It really is hard to put into words. Yeah, it was massive.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (12:24)
It's huge and it's powerful and I love that we're talking about it because let's be honest, faith is one of those taboo topics, right? You don't bring it up at dinner parties, we don't talk about God at work, well some of us do, but and here on this show we definitely go there because I like talking about those things that matter to all of us but we don't generally bring them up on a day-to-day basis.
Robyn Wilson (12:35)
Yes.
Mm.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (12:52)
So
I loved how you shared that God was really there for you in those moments. And there's a verse that I love, it's Psalms 34. The Lord's close to the broken hearted. Now I know you didn't share that you were broken hearted, but you were in a really rough spot, but you kept that closeness to you and a lot of it came through music. So.
You're a piano teacher, so music has been a big part of your life and you already shared that you heard music when there wasn't actually any playing. So how big a part do you think music and your love of music played in your healing? I know it was one way that God showed up for you.
Robyn Wilson (13:26)
Yeah.
Yeah, it was massive. As you say, I'm a piano teacher, I've always loved music, but during that time I was on the flip side of giving music therapy because I was receiving that music therapy from people, but also I had Spotify playing the worship music, sometimes 24-7, to drown out.
the anxiety I felt from the pain killers that were sending me into hallucinations. And yeah, some of those I would never want to do in my life.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (14:14)
My mum when she was sick hated some of the painkillers because she said, don't like those things, they make me loopy.
Robyn Wilson (14:21)
Well they ask you what you're allergic to and you
can only tell them what you've had experience in taking. So I didn't know, they did create a lot of anxiety. That was just before I went to the cardiac ward and I really felt God leading me into saying to the people that I just needed to come off it and get onto more natural stuff because it was really affecting my mind.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (14:28)
Yeah.
Robyn Wilson (14:43)
but music really spoke through that and I just remember when I left the hospital and I sang the song Holy Forever, and one of the lines is and the angels cry holy and I still remember where I was and how I felt and my eyes just wound up in tears because I've seen them for myself so music just had a whole new meaning and even the songs that God was giving me
Sarah Jordan-Ross (14:52)
It's a great song.
Robyn Wilson (15:11)
that experience as well. They're just different, like they're just, they're just so different. A lot of the songs beforehand were talking, because my life's been full of a lot of trauma, there's been a lot of traumatic experience making out my life, which I must say in an instant was healed through that supernatural experience, like I was, you know, at rock bottom when I met God, face to face, basically.
that a lot of those songs were emotional about the burden I was carrying and I still talk about God's grace and all that but it's just it's just totally different now. Yeah so it did it has definitely changed.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (15:57)
your connection to music's deeper. It's always been the thing that got you through hard times but now you see even more behind that. That's one of the things I love about music. It really is the language of the soul and I think it is how God speaks to us. Particularly if you are a little on the auditory side and that's how you take in information then sometimes you'll hear those little messages in.
Robyn Wilson (16:06)
Yes.
Yeah, thank you.
Hmm.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (16:21)
in music
or that right song pops into your head at just the minute that you need it.
Robyn Wilson (16:28)
Yeah, but also when I was playing the worship music, the impact that I play that it had on those nurses, patients, anyone who'd come into the hospital room, I just, yeah, I just play that the words had an impact as well. Because I do remember a nurse coming in once and I really sent something special in her, there was just something about her. And I started playing some well-known worship music, I think one was probably Goodness of God.
And sure enough she started humming. I'm like, oh, okay, what's God doing here? So then the next time she came, because I had it for a whole day, I played a different one, which was Deliberately a World, my mom, I can't remember what it was now. And she'd start singing. I'm like, oh, you know these songs. So it actually opened up conversation with people as well. And there was so many, many moments in hospital where God was just...
Sarah Jordan-Ross (17:03)
Yeah.
Robyn Wilson (17:26)
leading me to do something, you know, not just in the area of music, but there was many God assignments, had me on, room buddies and just conversations with nurses and yeah, was amazing. It was hard but it was amazing.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (17:41)
He has a way of putting us where we need
to be.
Robyn Wilson (17:44)
Yeah, and I did have someone say to me, you know, look for opportunities to share Jesus. And I was like, seriously, I'm really feeling sick. And that was probably the last thing that I was thinking about looking out for. But I do believe that this couple kept praying that I would look for opportunities to share Jesus because they definitely showed up, not just through music, but like I said, through these man-buddies, when I called them, I had faith.
and there was a new symptom delivery for me but I'm thinking for them too.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (18:18)
don't believe in coincidences but sometimes I will call them God-incidences. one thing I know is there is a plan and things don't happen by accident. Sometimes we go through experiences that we wouldn't wish on anybody but at the same time we wouldn't wish for it not to happen because of what that experience brings to us. So...
Robyn Wilson (18:28)
Mm-hmm.
Yeah, that's true.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (18:44)
Has going through that changed how you now...
interact and be in the world? is it different now? Like you've always given a bit of your heart to your students when you're teaching, but has that shifted and changed as a result of what you went through?
Robyn Wilson (19:02)
my whole life's changed. And if you asked me to go through it again, I would. Like, I'm not saying it was always easy. Not at all. There was a lot of hard moments. I had to learn to walk again. And that was a shock in itself. But through this whole experience, I now know who I am. I know now without a doubt that I'm a top god.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (19:07)
Yeah.
Robyn Wilson (19:22)
Hmm.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (19:22)
And
that's a great song too.
Robyn Wilson (19:25)
Yeah, it is. And I just know it out of ten.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (19:28)
Song that says, am who you
say I am. A child of God.
Robyn Wilson (19:32)
Exactly. And you know I've sung those words for many years. But yeah, just going, I think I needed to go through this whole ordeal. Like God was never going let me die.
But yeah, it's opened my eyes to his love and his grace and his mercy. Big time, yeah. It has changed my whole outlook, which is a massive thing. Knowing who you are, owning who you are, not trying to walk in someone else's footsteps. Not living in the world of comparison because it really does steal your joy. You know, all the wisdom is in the Bible for a reason.
But when we know it, when we get that revelation for ourselves, that is when our life can just be totally transformed. And we can start living free of all the chains that the enemy tries to bind us in. And I know that the enemy tried to take me out. He tried to take my husband out last year. Then he tried to just go in with that school with my son. And this year he tried to take my dad out. And the enemy's But he's never done it.
by the saw from his face. He's never gonna win. Jesus is already done.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (20:45)
And the other guy can keep fighting but he's it's never gonna change
Robyn Wilson (20:49)
And he will keep fighting. He will keep fighting, no. I don't own fear like I used to. I used to live in anxiety and depression and fear, whatever. now, those feelings still come up. Don't get me wrong, but it's like I won't stand in it, like I won't live in it. I choose to claim the promises. We're not given a spirit of fear. The power, love, sound, mind.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (20:53)
Yeah, that's it.
Robyn Wilson (21:14)
Yeah, so I'm choosing to own the promises over the lies. Yeah.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (21:19)
think we all have that that wrestle within us and wrestle with with God too. We all have those moments where doubt and fear creeps in and that's okay but it's okay to visit visit that place but you don't have to unpack and stay there and I think that's partly what hearing of your experience was yeah you hit that rock
Robyn Wilson (21:30)
Mm.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (21:43)
bottom moment, you were close to, close to being counted out, but then you came back from that and then now you're sharing the wisdom that that brought for you.
So if anyone is stuck in that doubt, space, what would you say to them?
Robyn Wilson (21:56)
Mm, dude.
Um, ah, look, from a faith point of view, um, you can, when we don't understand what's going on, we don't need to understand because God's already a step ahead of us. You know, he, he, I had a picture a couple of weeks ago of how big God's hands are. And, you know, do you, do you know the song, um, Biji after Sunday's Good Days? You he's got the whole world.
in his hands he's got the whole world. Well I was driving along and I just had this picture of these massive hands and I'm like he seriously does he seriously has the whole world in his hands and we're like these tiny little honey-o-shunger kids you know that movie honey-o-shunger kids? We're not so small we can compare them to the size of his hands. Yeah probably. But it was just you know sometimes we can just get caught up in our
Sarah Jordan-Ross (22:47)
We're showing our age.
Robyn Wilson (22:57)
own head and I look back at life and I think, you know, how many times did I take on the role of God? You know, thinking that that was my worry, that was my doubt to actually take ownership of and figure out rather than releasing it, women can release it to a God who loves us, to a God who sent his son to die for us. Then it just frees us up so much and we can start living with a lot more peace and hope.
Yeah.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (23:27)
And the truth will set you free. And that's being able to sit in that place of hope and belief and trust is what then sets us free to be able to go out and do what it is we're meant to do in the world.
Robyn Wilson (23:30)
That's it.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (23:42)
Yeah, so thank you for sharing those edge moments and showing us that that doesn't have to be the end. Sometimes it's actually the beginning.
Robyn Wilson (23:52)
Yeah.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (23:53)
So what's the plan for you now?
Robyn Wilson (23:55)
Hmm.
Well, so when I was in hospital, I was given a revelation that I was to write a book. Now I'd already been writing the book, I hadn't finished the first book. But then God gives me the name of the second book, when my family came down for the first time to see me, we had like this brainstorming session and my husband had a big part in naming the book. And so it's going to be called Half Dead Not Done Yet. So I've been...
writing yeah because I'm not done yet like I guess I was after but I'm definitely not done yet and so I've been writing also while I was in hospital God gave me this amazing mountain view I remember being billed back to the ward from the cardiac ward and I just said to God please please give me a window because cardiac ward was very cost-productive and sure enough Mount Wellington straight out my window it felt like the biggest window
that I'd ever seen, even though they're probably all the same size, in the hospital. And I knew the first song I'd write would be about mountains. And it is, when I look to the mountain, where does my help come from? It comes from God. Yeah, so writing songs, writing a book. And yeah, that's why I'm doing it. Right now I'm still teaching piano, still homeschooling, being a mum, being a wife.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (24:57)
Yeah.
Robyn Wilson (25:20)
involved at my Southampton Lifehouse Family Church, which is just amazing.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (25:25)
and just having a few more God moments in every day, or at least just, my guess would be you're noticing them more than you used to. He's always there and he's always showing us things, but sometimes we get a bit tunneled vision and don't see everything that's around us until an experience like that makes us open our eyes.
Robyn Wilson (25:34)
definitely. Yeah.
Yeah, and I think I've just always been a very busy person. And I think the enemy can sometimes use busyness to stop us from being still and knowing what he was like. And even after the experience, I remember saying to Papa Peter, I just want to go back to experience, back to Hobart, because it was just such a supernatural experience. And then just recently, I just had the revelation again that it had nothing to do with experience. It's the fact that I was laying everything at his feet.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (25:57)
Yes.
Robyn Wilson (26:16)
and I was spending time with him. That's all he wants us to do is to spend time with him. And, you know, not just, you know, talking to him, but taking the time to listen to what he wants to say to us. And just looking out for opportunities as well.
that might come their way. We might be walking down the street and he might just download something, oh that person needs this and he might not know why they need this. But listening to what he's saying, trusting what he's saying and then acting on it. Yeah.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (26:48)
believing that you've been given that to do for a reason, that you're the right person to do it, because sometimes you'll get the, you should go do this and it's like, do I have to?
and yeah you do because if there's something that God really wants you to do you're going to end up doing it so you may as well just save everybody the hassle and go do it the first time he tells you
Robyn Wilson (27:00)
Yeah.
It's so true. So when I was saying before about, feel like, no, that's been my experience too, many times. I think a lot of us do that. But when this person said to me, look for opportunities to share Jesus, and I didn't want to, then when I got my first womb buddy, because I was actually by myself for a while, but then I'd only been in public hospital, I'd start getting womb buddies.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (27:14)
That's been my experience anyway.
Robyn Wilson (27:40)
She came in and I just found myself straight away just saying, you if you want a prayer for anything, just let me know. And she was like, that'd be great. And I didn't expect that. And we just got chatting for about hour before we prayed, but it just opened up the lines of communication and broke down barriers. And you just never know the impact that that's going to have on someone. And then she left and then the next room buddy came in and I felt God.
saying again, and those words came back, your property is the sure Jesus. And so I just said to her, know, the next morning it was because it was the middle of the night, she came, don't think she would have wanted me doing something again, who knows though. But I just said, you know, which if you want me to pay for you. Well, this lady has become a very good friend of mine, we call each other Tis, because she,
I just realised God sent me like an exact replica of me to a degree. There's so much here in common. And she just, she was such a new character. She was so full of joy. She actually had faith in God. She loved the TV shows I loved. She loved music. And there was just so many similarities. So by reaching out to her and saying, you know, would you like me to pray for you? Once again, it opened doors and
Then the third one came in and once again I felt God's saying, you know, to ask if she wanted prayer. And yeah, it's just, there's just been so many, so many different scenarios where you can choose to be obedient or you can choose to just step back. And I guess God's challenging you to keep stepping forward even when I hesitate. Yeah.
It's a genie. That's for sure.
Sarah Jordan-Ross (29:28)
It is and we're each on on our own. So I want to thank you for for sharing all of that with us. Those who are listening, if you're someone of deep faith, no faith or still figuring it out, I really hope that Robin's story has given you permission to ask those big questions and maybe even just to sit with the mystery to find that quiet space to be still and
and maybe hear from God in the way that works for you, because we all get his messages differently. And here on Taboo Talk, we don't give the easy answers, but we hold space for honest ones and that we are all on a different journey.
Now if this episode moved you then share it. Tag it with someone who needs to know that they're not alone in their questions and sometimes the question can even be is it really God I'm hearing from or am I going crazy? could be a little bit of both but generally it will be yes you're you're hearing from him but you're not alone in in questions or in grief or in
challenges that you face and you're not alone in your comeback from it either.
And just in case no one's told you lately, you're worthy, you're seen, and you don't have to have it all together to be loved.
Robin shared it and I'll share it too. You are loved purely because you are a child of God. Robin, thank you so much for joining us today. We could stay here chatting for four hours, but...
We'll take this opportunity to share Jesus and I know that both of us will find other places to share him as well.
Until next time, I'm Sarah Jordan Ross and this has been Taboo Talk. Take care of yourselves, take care of each other and remember your story matters so share it because you never know when it's your story that will be what makes the difference to someone else. Bye for now.